Getting through the day

Each day presents itself with new emotions and challenges. Some of these I need to address and others I am not ready to address yet. Mostly, I am managing by being practical and controlling the things that I need to control. Currently I am looking at my job and how to make it work for me as a single parent. My position as it stands is a 0.6 nights which means that I work 3 nights a week. I finacially could handle a 0.4(which is what I need for benefits). The problem right now is that it is a night position. I have spoken to work to see what they are able to do for me but I am also looking at different options for work as well as child care. When the emotions get too much to handle I focus on the two wonderful boys that I can't fall apart on. I am still there mom and I have to make the best life for them, especially since there little world is crumbling around them.